We both liked you. You were bright, and when you can pull off anything near a genuine smile, you're a beautiful boy, you know.

[ She knows it was never going to be the worst to anyone except herself. ... Maybe Toushiro. But her life was, in essence, a charmed one. One where she didn't know real hardship. Her woes were slight, but compounding.

She's sure it's anathema to an orphan. ]