No, no, why shouldn't you be worried about it? The idea that you might get a memory of a death like that is horrifying, Kara. Anyone would be scared of that.
[ Or hell, the idea that two worlds died instead of one? that too is overwhelming. ]
I guess so. Thanks. ...I wonder what they were like. Other me's parents, I mean. They must have really cared, but why send me off alone? Was I supposed to go really far away?
I'm speaking only as myself, right now. But if I had a child, and I had the means to save them, even if I couldn't save myself, that choice would be made without hesitation. Especially if everything's going wrong at once, it's easy to act on instinct.
Even if they have, there isn't a reason you need to front off your own hardships. It's not okay. It's grotesque that- [ "children have to experience things like this." But she holds her tongue and exhales through her teeth on the other end of the line. ] Well, that anyone needs to experience that or some of the things I've seen or heard about.
If you learn more about those circumstances, or either of learn more about the circumstances Retrospec is working with, would you talk to me again?
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[ Or hell, the idea that two worlds died instead of one? that too is overwhelming. ]
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I'm speaking only as myself, right now. But if I had a child, and I had the means to save them, even if I couldn't save myself, that choice would be made without hesitation. Especially if everything's going wrong at once, it's easy to act on instinct.
[ For better or for worse. ]
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[ Mmm. ]
I'm sorry you got such a painful memory.
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Even if they have, there isn't a reason you need to front off your own hardships. It's not okay. It's grotesque that- [ "children have to experience things like this." But she holds her tongue and exhales through her teeth on the other end of the line. ] Well, that anyone needs to experience that or some of the things I've seen or heard about.
If you learn more about those circumstances, or either of learn more about the circumstances Retrospec is working with, would you talk to me again?
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Sure. I'll come right to you if I get any information. Thanks a lot.
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[ . . . Or any other problems but mmm. ]
It's no trouble, I think I've said a dozen times.
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You haven't, you haven't. I just want you to feel a little less jumpy with me. That's my indulgence!